
10 Here Again

Here I am, again on this road now
Never seen here this bright
Wondering how I've been so blind
But here I am with the new eyes
Don't you remember I said that I'm not a liar
Keeping my old promise
I've been carrying all the fire
Been through times I thought I'd wasted
Plans I'd cherished seemed dead-ended
But things I never comprehended
Come to me being all explained
Here again, but I'm not done, I seemed lost in fruitless pains
Which I embrace and will boast at the end of my own lane
Here again, but not alone, so I'll never be afraid
Let's celebrate, let me toast all the ghosts of what I've failed
“You've failed, failed, your fate, fate, you're late, late, and astray, astray...”
Here I take again to this road now
Who would've known I'd be so behind
But I'm more than ready this time
To finally start a rewrite
If you got what you want when you wanted
You would never know what this means
This is 'bout the ripe bliss
for those who never keep from dreaming
Was not misplaced, if belated
Come what may, I stand undaunted
All my stories long-awaited
Now unfolded wondrously
Here again, but I'm not done, I seemed lost in fruitless pains
Which I embrace and will boast at the end of my own lane
Here again, but not alone, so I'll never be afraid
Let's celebrate, let me toast all the ghosts of what I've failed
If I failed, I'll backtrack
If it's fate, I'll just laugh
If I'm late and astray
Glad to watch from far away
So here again, I'm not done, here again, I'm not alone
I came back here to tell all the ghosts of my old self
That you never failed, that your way never betrayed
Just stand, stand, pray, pray,
And wait, wait, and then...